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Name: Jonalyn
Birthday: 2/19/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Video games, anime, yoooooshi, piano, photoshop, KYO-kun
Expertise: I'm good at...? You decide.
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Member Since:
8/18/2005
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| Looking back at myself, I've realized I've become the one person I've never wanted to become, and that's narrow minded. I hate narrow minded people. I hate it when people judge others solely by the way they act and nothing else. What about what's inside the person? What about the person's background? What if something in the past caused the person to act that way? And you're going to still hate that person for being who they are?
Everyone has their faults. We just have to accept those faults as they are and look for the good in people. It saves so much bitterness, anger, and hate. It saves so much negativity...
... in other news, I FINALLY got my road bike :) I'm excited to start riding around the city. I really want to make a hobby out of this!
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| It feels like someone kept putting hurt into a bottle and closed the lid, and now it's slowly leaking and will explode any minute.
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| I don't know if this is wrong or not, but I'm definitely feeling better now that I decided to just "pretend" happiness. Fake optimism. I'm not necessarily lying to myself or anyone else because that's really how I want to feel, even though I might be feeling something else. Pretend there's nothing wrong with me. Just to be happy and uplifting all the time. To constantly be laughing. I just want to always feel that way. I don't want to be negative anymore. I'll laugh even though tears might be coming out of my eyes. I'll put a smile on my face even though my heart doesn't want me to smile. Life is really a drag when you're constantly feeling sorry for yourself and you don't understand why.
Just get over it and accept it. Life is too short ...
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| Part of Your WorldBeat Kingdom Hearts and Kingdom Hearts 2 recently. Yes, I've been wanting to play them for a while now, but due to lack of PS2 it didn't happen xP Great games. It's a little corny but it's a feel good story mixed with Final Fantasy and Disney characters. It made me feel nostalgic and happy at the same time. lol
... I guess this is how I spent all my previous summers without going insane? Find a good video game every week or so and beat it. But I know this summer I can't just sit at home playing video games all day. Granted I've been going out more, but compared to living away from home, being at home with no constant people contact is so mindless. AIM doesn't count either ... and my current lack of job because my boss is out of town isn't helping so much. No motivation really to go outside.
Anyway that's straying from the point. So I've made myself a project this summer. After playing Kingdom hearts I decided, why not? I bought myself a big book of Disney music and I'm planning on learning the majority of it on piano before summer ends. I've got Part of Your World down and I'm currently adding little details. I'm also working on Go the Distance and You've Got a Friend in Me. Buahaha. It's pretty awesome.
Finding ways to distract myself so I won't feel so lonely. I guess that was the point of this blog...
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| Let's seeGo the Distance
Be Our Guest
Hakuna Matata
Under the Sea
You've Got a Friend in Me
I'm still working on it? I don't know if those will be it actually. I'll probably change it. lol
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