| | I don't know if this is wrong or not, but I'm definitely feeling better now that I decided to just "pretend" happiness. Fake optimism. I'm not necessarily lying to myself or anyone else because that's really how I want to feel, even though I might be feeling something else. Pretend there's nothing wrong with me. Just to be happy and uplifting all the time. To constantly be laughing. I just want to always feel that way. I don't want to be negative anymore. I'll laugh even though tears might be coming out of my eyes. I'll put a smile on my face even though my heart doesn't want me to smile. Life is really a drag when you're constantly feeling sorry for yourself and you don't understand why.
Just get over it and accept it. Life is too short ...
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| | Posted 7/1/2009 12:54 AM - 2 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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